Didik

 The funniest things in parenting

I always make du’a to Allah to ease me in my parenting, guiding my son.

I really hope the he can listen to me whenever I teach good things

*clear throat * of course only geewwd things (we shall discuss it later) 🫢

I tend to avoid doing unpleasant things in front of him and portrays wise behaviour in order to become a role model for him.

But days by days I keep getting feeling.. I noticed that 

turns out, he’s the one who has been teaching me about laifffff 😭

I have never feel impatient and exhausted in my whole life but I noticed the moment I was pregnant until he came out and even at current moment, my patience is getting tested to the max 

The things is, I have no idea that I’m that mature/wise Idk but surprisingly I managed to get over it 

With effort ..yes!

I put so much courage & effort to be able to calm down whenever I feel my chest is pounding even at the very moment, my tears already rolling down my cheeks.

I suddenly handle my anger diligently and hold myself from yelling (read screaming)

There is so much pressured emotion that piling up in me 

I fear of him getting influenced on my way of expressing feelings 

I worry that my every reactions will left scar in his mind 

All of these fears or possibly inspiration pushed me to be a better person and he’s the one who actually teach me that. Thanks my baby Ali💕

“It’s cruel to appear almost perfect even tho u covered with so much flaws”

Me & my little guru