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Friday, 20 November 2020

C.R.U.S.H


Imagine if someone having no one to adore 

How boring is that 


People can accidentally having crush or stan someone

Either it is an instant or forever

They could be anyone

They might be your old friend, an ordinary person who also knows you, an unknown celebrity, a star, 

an expert in your favorite field, an art person, an athlete or any pretty soul in this world


But when you have crush or become an avid fan, 

u suppose to have only ONE and be loyal


Getting to know more about that only one person require a lot of effort 

So how if there is more than one?

In my own theory, someone can't have more than one crush at the same time

Then it's not consider as 'crush' 

and u can't claim yourself as an avid fan either

u mere "liking someone" and it might change with time


You can like a lot of people out there 

But when it comes to that particular person, you got no chill 

u stalk and getting knowing everything about that 1 person

u do it without any external force 

What an exuberant fellas!

Living a life to the fullest

u just enjoying and embracing that feelings

The satisfactory of having a lot of fact about that person in your mind is unexplainable 

u just feel proud even no one even bother that achievement 


Little that they know, the admiration can electrify a sullen life!

When your heart fluttering occasionally

u feel thrilled 

Your eyes lit up just by looking at that one person

u can't help


The time suddenly pausing

Your face might seems emotionless in public

But it was an orchestra performing inside 

Probably falsetto in there

Unidentified

u just can't stop smiling in your mind


But the things is, is it okay to adore someone to that extent?


Theoretically, these mental and emotion state is related to the physicals state as well

Like..we can't deny science right?

"Happy Hormone" anyone?

Who will refuse? 

I am in!! 


People eat sweet things in the morning to increase sugar level in their body

Eating sweet things can make someone happy and it igniting a solemn day

But some people seems having their happy pills already

They need to checking on someone and it is enough for them to be happy for that day


When we attracted to another person, 

our brain releases dopamine, our serotonin levels increase, and oxytocin is produced

The positive emotion suddenly budding

without us even realizing

That is why we think, it's okay to adore someone 

Without aware the consequences, we just continuing loving them


Most of time, people can't even define and explain their feelings

They are trapped between reality and dream

It is dangerous when they can't control that and it might harm them someday 

While they are not noticing, sorrowful might slowly falling upon them

They become so vulnerable


People should know how to handle the feelings

We should know the limit how far can we go with that feelings

Probably we need to define our own phase of adoring someone


Having a crush doesn't mean that u need to be with them

It doesn't have to be a happy ending

u still can adore them and watching them from far

With a hope that they will always be in glory and happiness 

Seeing them keep up with the good work

When they are coming up with new pieces in their life, 

u are waiting patiently with full anticipation

and u can continue enjoying their outcome

That is the true happy ending!


How about become someone's crush?

That fool!

Naïve as usual.

It's fascinating how naïve they are

They having no idea how much other people look up to them

They never knew how their words and actions inspired others in silent

How other people out there cherish and hold up the courage that they showered to others, 

& live up in life with that piece of wisdom they had once given.







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