Didik

 The funniest things in parenting

I always make du’a to Allah to ease me in my parenting, guiding my son.

I really hope the he can listen to me whenever I teach good things

*clear throat * of course only geewwd things (we shall discuss it later) 🫢

I tend to avoid doing unpleasant things in front of him and portrays wise behaviour in order to become a role model for him.

But days by days I keep getting feeling.. I noticed that 

turns out, he’s the one who has been teaching me about laifffff 😭

I have never feel impatient and exhausted in my whole life but I noticed the moment I was pregnant until he came out and even at current moment, my patience is getting tested to the max 

The things is, I have no idea that I’m that mature/wise Idk but surprisingly I managed to get over it 

With effort ..yes!

I put so much courage & effort to be able to calm down whenever I feel my chest is pounding even at the very moment, my tears already rolling down my cheeks.

I suddenly handle my anger diligently and hold myself from yelling (read screaming)

There is so much pressured emotion that piling up in me 

I fear of him getting influenced on my way of expressing feelings 

I worry that my every reactions will left scar in his mind 

All of these fears or possibly inspiration pushed me to be a better person and he’s the one who actually teach me that. Thanks my baby Ali💕

“It’s cruel to appear almost perfect even tho u covered with so much flaws”

Me & my little guru

Masa Muda

Me in 2018

 “Bersyukur & nak lebih”- encik suami, 2023

“I’d never thought that I will stay in same place for over 7 years.”- current me.

In 2017, I’d secured my first corporate job after passed the very first in-person interview.

I even yet graduated that time and remembered that i'd my convocation 2 months after started my job.

The 1 to 1 session was not intense at all even tho the interviewer embodied an A-type personality. (ykiyk)

However, those 30 minutes in there, still managed to give me sweat palm & anxiousness like normal people do in such situation🥵

So what is the role?

Considering the experience of developing an android apps during my thesis, 

I’d been offered as a Junior Apps Developer and will be placed under Development team.

So....

the nightmare begun.

yeahh! that's right.

I flopped! Totally flops. It's not something pleasing to hear. I know right.

Me neither.

It was a hurt truth moments in life as I’d completely had no idea what am I doing. 

It was like falling into a deep hollow, screaming inside. What a misery.

I was dumbfounded & questioned my existence every single day. It such a terrible experience but I went thru it anyway as orang lama2 once said:

“take whatever jobs u first landed”, 

“anak muda jangan memilih kerja”

I mean…they’re not wrong at all!

I agreed. If u gave up the very first opportunity u had, it shall never come back.

That explained why I still took it even tho only God knows how much i avoided anything related to it since university.

As long as it's not giving redflag working places, do take it, buddy!

It's hard as for me, but I had never regretted accepting the job for so many reasons.

Fast forward, after 8 months went thru roller coster emotional riding and irregular heartbeat before sleeping at every single night, i gave up!!

Yes I’m done programming. 

After thorough consideration I’d decided to went thru an assessment interview and finally migrated into other departments in the same company, 

which I’m currently serving. 

Such a rizk, they opened a vacancy!

This new place is wayyy more promising, alhamdulillah , I eventually felt fully utillised and valued.

I’m doing operation which allowed me to perform data analysis, engineering thingy which I started built interest into.

And I can't believed I still doing it until current moment.

I came to realized, we just want an exitement every day. Not just a plain distress which lead us no where.

I do feel pressured as sometimes my job required an immediate response and feels like bomb is ticking behind my ears.

I do make silly mistakes which led to unpleasant consequences. But that's actually what built me as a person.

Knowing what's wrong and growing my potential.

Doing less, u're likely to be safe.

Take it extra, u'll make mistake, but the lesson u acquired, is another story. 

I chose the later.

People around me been teasing on how devote I’m in the same place while all of my work besties flew to another different corporate working places.

I cuckles, cuz..damn!

It feels like just yesterday we were like...together.. and now everyone leaving in separate ways.

This paragraph remarks the end of my humble sharing regarding my journey.

In the midst of hectic commitment as a working mom, I remember my husband once said, 

“Bersyukur & nak lebih”. 

This is such a simple yet very meaningful concept that keeps me persevere and keeps going.

Whatever we are facing, there's always an opportunity to be the better version of ourself right after.💕

Mat Kilau: Kebangkitan Pahlawan (review)

Haii

Hari ni aku rajin, sebab semalam ada orang suruh aku bagi review

Tulis pendek2 macam insufficient 

so kat sini ja la kut yang sesuai untuk aku merapu meraban

Hangpa layan ja la  😚

*this review contains major and minor spoiler*

*kindly watch first n jangan marah aku pulak sebab spill banyak2 kat sini hehe*

Okay.

3 perkataan untuk describe Mat Kilau?

LINEAR, PACK, FAST

If I could choose between good or genius, 

I would say this movie is mere good

It is far from genius or perhaps super intriguing 

Tak tau la kenapa aku rasa sel otak aku tak begitu diguna pakai 

untuk menghadam atau buat interpretation sendiri 

macam aku tengok cerita berunsur historical yang lain

 

Tapi tak pasti lah kalau ada kona2 or sophisticated, aku bersedia layan ka tak kan hahahha 

*BTW, aku tengok Mat Kilau tayang pukul 9.30pm, lepas habis kerja..

otak dah tepu tapi nak juga hiburan duniawi sebagai short escape gituuuu

Semua gara2 massive marketing kat social media

Kebetulan pulak sibling ajak hang out and kakak belanja..

aku sanggup walau weekdays..ibarat mengantuk disorong bantal..

Lahhh...aku merapu apa ni ishhh..abaikan*

Okay..

Kat mana yang linear, pack & fast nya? 

Okay ka tak okay sebenarnya eh?

Personally aku rasa, 

kalau sesebuah cerita tu boleh membuka ruang perdebatan, 

diskusi yang membuahkan berjenis2 output atau

menguji kebijaksanaan audience untuk interpretate maksud di sebalik setiap bait ayat,

for sure,

ia pasti sejenis cerita yang complicated and the next level punya gempak.

Tapi dalam Mat Kilau, everything is shown and told clearly on the surface 

Huraian watak, plot, storyline dia sangat direct depan muka hang

So takyah pening2 

Masuk ja cinema, hang duduk dan layan

Keluar ja lepas habis, hang komfem happy, hang rasa terhibur 

Sebab filem ni memang untuk menjamu cita rasa kita yang nakkan hiburan

Ada brief history, 

action, 

melodrama

Aiii bukan Syamsul Yusof(SY) la kalau tak mix genre

Mix of element yang bagi aku diadun sempurna ja

Semua balance, cukup rasa 

"cukup" dan "cukup-cukup"

Faham ya?

2 jam tu bagi aku agak terlalu padat

Kalau dia nak buat 2 jam 30 minit pun not too much aku rasa 

memandangkan cerita macam ni bukan selalu ada 

so nobody gonna step out and watch partially 

tapi SY pilih untuk buat 2 jam saja

Duration yang memadai supaya takda yang meleret

SY keep bagi, bagi dan bagi

Untuk orang yang kejar masa tak suka meleweh, memang fit your taste

Message yang nak disampaikan, dia keep hidang, hidang dan hidang 

Naratif nampak linear 

dan sequence dia tak cetuskan persoalan 

Having slighly panic, 

suspen & 

minor plot twist moment

Takda major plot-twist 

or teknik 'plot twist di dalam plot twist' 

Nope..at all

Sebab I lowkey predict all the plot twist in my head and it legit happened the same

Contoh mudah, pengenalan Mat Kilau dan kawan2nya

Disebabkan teknik pengenalan tu bukan baharu, 

aku seolah2 dapat agak the 3 masked guys are actually 

his sparring partner, not le enemy

Contoh lain, the revealation of tali barut

Dude, it obviously Pak Deris (A.Galak)😅

Due to his personal circumtances that shown earlier, 

it makes Pak Deris as the main suspect

It could have been "boom!!!" kalau tali barut tu bukan Pak Deris

Contoh, dalam kalangan comrade sendiri or pemimpin yang lain

But SY decided to make it easy for us to guess 

or maybe jugak takmau ambik risiko letak watak tali barut 

dalam kalangan pemimpin cuz 

we all know this is based on true event kan

Safer that way lah kan, ok understood

At last kalau perasan, dia tunjuk yang tak ada pun dalam kalangan melayu yang tinggal,

yang jenis pengecut, 

dengki, 

commit treason

wuuuuu..play safe yer SY hehe

Better camtu lah

Bukan boleh sangat benda2 sejarah ni  

kang ada yang riot di dataran merdeka pulak 

sebab buat filem memburukkan pejuang zaman penjajahan

Semua perangai teruk2 dia letak awal2 ja 

Eventually, semua perbuatan2 depa tu dibersihkan di akhir cerita

Contoh, bila Awang bertaubat, 

Khir Rahman yang lari dari medan perang pun nak "sekali" jugak 🤭🤭🤭 

*we all cuckle at this scene ngl..dia cam tibeh wkwkwwk

good to have some break after some pressure scenes kann*

Orang kampung yang give up in the beginning,

changed their mind at the very last minute

Pak Deris pun did his part very nicely the end..

Eh aku takleh la tengok muka Pak deris, sedih n kesian weh huhuhu

Apa yang dia buat tu bukan calang2 tindakan tu..huhu

Pendek kata, semua jadi murni2 saja at the end

Rushing 

Sebenarnya,

aku taktau apa yang dikejar sebab rasa macam agak rushing toward the end

Bila habis, aku rasa macam.."i want more"

The ending leaving me with uncertain possibility

"habis dah ke ni"

Aku tunggu lepas habis sebab kut2 la ada 2 ending kan

Tapi takat tu 

So aku macam...

"ohhh SY memang betul2 nak deliver message ni" sebab tu dia tak meleret2

The contrary of Orang Melayu dan Orang British

Aku faham writer nak tunjuk yang filem ni mengetengahkan kelemahan orang melayu pada awal 

dan kegagahan orang Melayu pada pertengahan dan akhir cerita

Tapi they no need to make British people look stupid either

Aku rasa spoil bila British start percaya dengan janji Awang by mulut macam tu saja 

N keep mentioning "but he promised to us"

I feel mehhh

So end up it makes us believe that British people 

is merely strong at weapon but very poor in strategy

Tiba2 Yayan Ruhian yang orang luar ni pulak nampak terlebih bijak 

dari British tambah2 bila dia mai libas

kepala orang dari atas kuda

Nampak macam contra sangat aura Toga ni dengan geng British yang serupa lembik pastu sikit2

"we have situation!!"

"we have problem"

"orang melayu tidak bersatu"

macam biasa2 ja 

Macam tak competent selaku penjajah..eh!

Cartoon-like

'Cartoon-like' elemant ni banyak gak senanya

Bila Awang auto-taubat masa kena lecture dengan Tok Gajah 

Dia terus menyesal lepas jeti kena serang 

gara2 tindakan Awang rampas senjata British yang disifatkan sebagai plan yang terburu buru

Awang bertambah menyesal lepas isteri Wahid terkorban

Dia macam takda scene reflection or anything in between 

Benda tu membuatkan kadang2 kita tak sempat nak feeling lebih2 

Tiba2, terus next scene 😅

Ala2 cerita kartun kanak2 yang menyesal lepas kena rotan...

"Awang bersalah" n cry out of regrets

N punya pemaaf nya Mat Kilau ni, takda pulak part tebus kesalahan or apa2, 

dengan mudah depa berpelukan right after the 'regret' scene

Part taubat n regret tu agak cartoon bagi aku lah n macam tak logik in real life

Tapi sebab 2 jam saja kan so tak boleh meleweh2 sangat 

Life goes on gitthew

The hugging scene lepas sesi taubat n mohon maaf tu, agak 'deep' jugak gais..

Dia macam 1 titik tolak kepada bersatunya hati2 yang dengki, jealousy n berpecah belah n we can predict, that this film is heading towards something big thenafter

Character

SY really didn't waste the main powerhouse here

Adi Putra, Beto & Fattah Amin getting their own spotlight 

Tak da la asyik focus kat watak Mat Kilau saja

Entrance semua pun bukan main lagi

Part yang depa keluar dari tempat persembunyian

lepas askar British kena perangkap hutan n bila depa kepung Ghuram Singh tu memang walahhh!

cool okay!!!

Okay untuk character ni not gonna lie

Aku memang sangat suka macam mana filem ni 

tell about the characters,

without telling us about the characters

Memang ada part yang clearly they explain character 

Contoh, para pemimpin melayu berbincang 

pasal siapa Yang fit as leader 

They do mention main element yang describe Mat Kilau iaitu

Ilmu persilatan yang tinggi & Religious

Dan Awang punya part pun ada diceritakan secara literal masa isteri Mat Kilau (Farah Ahmad)cakap, 

"tahu la kan Awang tu macam mana"

which referring to 'kalau dia cakap, memang dia buat' 

a.k.a Awang si berani n keras kepala

Yang lain2, writer tak describe n let the action speak the character

Approach yang ni aku boleh puji

Adi Putra as Mat Kilau 

Mat Kilau punya character ni, aku rasa fuhhhhh

Walaupun ramai yang cakap watak Wahid lebih menyerlah tapi bagi aku, 

ya, menyerlah tapi still Mat Kilau having his own level of immersion

Mat Kilau punya kematangan n professional tu terserlah 

Nampak kredebility dia among all

Humbleness dia tip top

Kenapa bukan Wahid paling cemerlang?

Japgi aku story

Untuk Mat Kilau

They make a way for him to become the best person who suits the leader position

Fuhhh

Cemerlang dah part tu weh

Aku sangat suka kesderhanaan yang Mat Kilau tunjukkan

Cukup rasa, penghayatan yang mendalam

His eyes do the work

Dengan tone suara yang enak 

n intonasi yang bersesuaian 

n tak berlebihan, 

Adi Putra did a great job

Memang bijak production ni tunjuk karisma n leadership Adi Putra 

setiap kali dia muncul dalam scene

Entrance scene dia mostly overshadow entrance semua orang hahhaa

ish aku tak boleh betul!!

Cool teruks part bila dia berdiri, pegang surat layang kat jeti tuhh

pastu angin slow motion tu fuhhhhh!!

Part bertapa atas batu dalam hutan n ambik air embun dari daun keladi

Tu scene paling berseni sekali aku nampak dalam filem ni..

cantik❤

Part dia confront Pak Deris tu aku tak bley lupa 

dia punya mata yang menakutkan n sedikit sinis pada senyuman, betul2 sebelum dia nak hunus keris kat Pak Deris

Subtle nuance yang aku sangat suka

Not to forget, that 'keris yang menyilau, aku digelar Mat Kilau''s part

That was smooth, daring & a smart way to expose himself as the most wanted person 

Gerakan silat dia tak da la laju or kelam kabut.. rapi ja aku tengok

Part dia berlawan, agak noticeably good di mata aku yang bukan budak silat

tambah2 masa final fight scene, 

part tusukan keris kedua yang melenyapkan Toga atas muka bumi

That was a 'woohhh' for me

Overall, Adi Putra just prove that his role is irreplacable by any other actor

Not to be bias, but u might suggest whoever you think to fit his role 

but I will just stick to Adi Putra

Beto Kusyairi as Wahid

Okay next, Wahid

Kenapa bukan Wahid paling cemerlang?

Eh Beto ni jangan sapa2 komplen yer sebab aku nak bias jugak  

he's my forever fevret Malaysian actor 😋

Bukan Beto tak cemerlang, jangan salah faham

Dia banyak lecture Si Awang which is nampak dia matang persis abang ngah

Dia loyal, selfless & carry whole nation on his back

Watak dia undeniably stunning TAPI

nampak sengaja writer create watak Wahid jadi perfectly imperfect

supaya ia tidak melebihi kekuatan yang ada pada watak Mat Kilau

Apa yang perfectly imperfect?

Kalau perasan Wahid has its own anger issue 

Di mana part dia sedikit 'terbabas' due to obvious reason

Yalah..bini hang mati depan mata tragically

Who wouldn't act the same kan?

Apa flaw Wahid?

Bila dia decide untuk serang orang British with improper plan due to emotional attach 

As expected dia ditangkap n kena belasah cukup2 dengan Toga and the geng

Aku sebak teruk part Wahid ni..

In term of sentimental n melodrama dalam sisi Wahid, sangat wajar dipuji 

Tapi I don't think Mat Kilau will act the same it happened to his family

Watak Wahid sangat vocal n he didn't hold back

He portrays all apparently yang mana sangat penting untuk sentuh hati audience 

Aku teringat watak Seo Hwi Young dalam Chicago Typewriter

Bila dapat Tau comrade dia kena tangkap n tortured badly, 

dia act cold n unbothered in front of his man tapi he did cry alone n even execute his solo move to rescue his comrade(also his own lover) without neglecting the other members' safety

Itu yang tidak dilakukan oleh Wahid 

It's understandable considering his condition pada ketika itu

Tapi kalau memang writer tak berhati2, dia boleh buat watak Wahid more outstanding

Macam mana?

Maybe kalau Wahid tak masuk terus tempat musuh tapi buat plan 2 in 1 

Bunuh penjajah n balas dendam together with his comrade

lagi power n strong watak Wahid kalau dia hold dlu n nampak unbothered 

tapi bila flashback rupanya dia yang murung n terkesan dgn apa yang jadi pada bini dia

Boleh ja depa gambarkan Wahid macam tu

Tapi tak bertepatan dengan watak Wahid yang depa perkenalkan dari awal

Sebab role Wahid bawak ni sangat expressive

Tak da hidden

Bila writer tunjuk slight flaw yang Wahid ada, 

Wahid auto tak fit for the leader position anymore 

Wahid ada charm dia sendiri yang takda pada member yang lain

Penghayatan yang unik n bahasa mata yang tak sama dengan member dia yang lain

Wahid is not under-par but incredible

But they make him not surpass Mat Kilau

Itulah decision yang paling berhati2 writer ni buat *hats off*

Fattah Amin as Awang

Ramai orang cakap dia turn 360 degree from his previous work

Tak boleh compare sebab aku tak tengok cerita dia sebelum2 ni

Tapi dalam filem ni, intonasi suara n lontaran dialog dia bagi aku biasa2 saja 

Penghayatan watak dia pun bagi aku so-so 

bila dia bercakap, tak da la nampak natural sangat

TAPI......

Bila dia berlawan n tidak bercakap, EHHHH tiba2 kau berubah jadi orang lain eh fattah????

Hahaha!!

Cool teruks weh sumpah!

Macam yang digembar gemburkan, dia ex-atlet silat peringkat kebangsaan

So filem ni kira makanan dia la gais

Memang bijak SY pilih dia 

Dari mata aku yang bukan peminat genre action,

dia punya action scene lagi smooth n laju dari Adi putra 

tapi tak da la intense macam Yayan Ruhian tapi nampak cantik ja

Dia punya identity main achery tu memang wow sangat!

Scene keluar dari permukaan air tu ada 2 kali aku perasan

Dua2 goosebump! arrrrrr aku sukaaaaa scene kat jeti ni!!!

Part anak panah berapi tu pun dia yang start kan 

Memang iconic Awang oiiii

You better do action film ja lepas ni okay...i sapot!

Yayan Ruhian as Toga

Memang lain macam aura dia eh

Dialog dia sikit ja tapi menyeramkan betul 

lontaran suara dia plus mata yang menakutkan phew!

Memang patut la jauh dia boleh pergi sampai international

Johan Asari as Yassin

Ramai yang cakap dia punya expression over

Senanya Johan bukan taste aku tapi tak bley nafikan penghayatan watak dia sampai ja 

Lontaran suara dia lagi okay dari Fattah amin 

Masa awal2 entrance dia pun not bad

Maybe something to do with facial expression 

Tapi tu bukan isu

Tu memang style dia 

Hang tengok la cerita apa pun memang gitu expression muka dia n cara dia bercakap weh

Tapi kalau nangis tu memang all out n tak control langsung eh dia 

Daripada orang serius tak pasal2 orang gelak 😂

Apa2 pun aku takda masalah dgn watak dia

Ali Karimi as Brahim

Perasan tak dalam setiap team akan ada sorang yang rilex, cool n unbothered 

Itulah Brahim 

Tapi orang macam ni selalunya yang akan keep all members on track n jenis tak gelabah kalau apa2 

Dalam diam2, dia banyak tau info2 sulit 

Harap next time dia boleh express lagi dia punya skills n lebih banyak dialog 

Untuk character yang lain, bagi aku, 2 jam tak cukup 

untuk tunjukkan kredibility semua supporting actor n actress

So depa nampak macam seolah2 cameo tapi kemunculan depa tu impactful 

Tambah2 part awal2 Ellie Suriati tu 

Dia punya suara yang menggeletar n tangisan tu 

reflect keberanian dalam ketakutan 

Tu memang the next level punya acting skills weh

Cukup untuk describe jerih perih orang dulu2 berhadapan penjajah

Farah Ahmad punya keterbukaan n supportive 

dengan perjuangan suami dia pulak menampakkan 1 sisi 

di mana memang wujud wanita yang sangat tinggi tahap kefahaman 

tentang tuntutan menegakkan agama & bangsa

Tapi ditunjukkan jugak situasi 

di mana para isteri pada waktu tu susah melepaskan suami pergi berjuang 

iaitu watak Rokiah lakonan Zarina

Itulah pengorbanan dan harga yang perlu dibayar oleh pahlawan & keluarga mereka

After all, everyone has their own responsibilty & pengorbanan masa zaman penjajah dulu

Untuk supporting actor dalam kalangan pemimpin, tu memang kekuatan filem ni

Sebab ramai orang decide untuk tengok Mat kilau ni pun salah satunya sebab kita tau kita takkan 

kecewa sebab actor semua bukan cikai2

Walaupun dialog masing2, pass one by one dan diulang2 

tapi cukup untuk kita nampak apa yang setiap sorang nak sampaikan

Nak kata preachy tu ada gak ahh macam hang dengar ceramah pasal Islam n Melayu berdegar2 tu kan

Cuma dia disampaikan dalam lakon layar oleh entiti2 yang pakai tanjak dan berbaju melayu 

Ulang 

Cakap pasal benda ulang2,

aku ada rasa spoil bila tengok part final scene 

bila arahan untuk meriam dihalakan ke arah org2 kampung 

yang diulang2 hampir 5 kali like..2 or 3 times is sufficient 

Getting annoyed with the Captain Syers on his horse 

who keep commanding to embark fire towards the opponent 

Btw, he is not really good from the start as a British leader 

sebab nampak tak da kredibility

Even our veteran line of actors lagi bagus lontaran dialog depa 

berbanding watak orang2 British yang biasa2 saja kok 

Sorry to say😓

Cut scene

Nak petik semula point awal2 tadi

Filem macam ni bagi aku agak memilih jalan singkat 

Dia punya fast-track tu macam part..

Tiba2 muncul orang kampung di sebalik hutan beramai2 attack 

macam meme "this is sparta!!" 

The filmmaker choose to skip the preparation part when orang kampung getting 

ready practicing or discussing strategy before ambush 

Takda part tu

Instead, writer decided to vanish that important element (persediaan orang2 kampung)

Like..macam mana depa berlatih with limited weapon and lack of martial skill n sapa guide? 

What happen sampai depa berubah fikiran?

None of these parts were portrayed

They bring the orang kampung into the final part 

terus langkau

so audience akan rasa macam 

"eh eh eh bukan ka depa orang2 kampung ni give up awal tadi"

Cam element surprise gituu 

Memang surprise kalau sapa2 tak tgok trailer 

Tapi sebab aku dh tengok trailer, aku cam dah agak orang2 kampung 

akan muncul bila geng2 Singh n askar2 British diarah turun beramai2 utk serang comrade mat kilau 

Aku macam..."haaa part orang melayu ambush tu komfem2 kat sini..."

Sebab tak logik ramai2 askar British tu nak lawan team Mat Kilau y sekitar 20 orang saja

Ni bukan perang Badar  

It's good to surprised the audience n aku still feeling wow jugak la.. 

Ramai tacing masa scene Wahid n wife dia

Tapi aku lagi tacing scene orang melayu keluar dari hutan.

Serious talk.

Apa2 pun memang nampak la..

yang depa nak shrink everything into 2 hours duration tayangan 

Ntah la aku pun tak tau apa situation production sampaikan nampak rushing

Atau memang intentionally SY punya pattern macam tu

Dia macam..bila hang keluar dari cinema, 

Hang akan just cakap, 

"He can do a brilliant historical film"

Instead of..

"A genius filmmaker is just born into this world" 

Get it?

SY is phenomenal and he gonna be more sensational in years coming 

The pressure to keep producing genius movie after this, is expecting 

Kekuatan

Kekuatan filem ni ada 2:

1. Line of actors & character masing2

Dialog2 oleh actors dalam trailer pun dah promising

2. Kewujudan cerita ni 

Sejarah ni ramai yang tertunggu2 gais

Tambah2 based on true story so 

'idea' untuk hasilkan filem ni pun dah tersangat istimewa n the best move from SY

Alur cerita semua fine, entertaining & sangat sesuai untuk tontonan seisi keluarga 

dari semua latar usia

Memang simply meet target-audience punya taste

Dia punya impact tu sampai berbelas2 juta kutipan lepas 4 hari tayangan as expected

Dan macam filem2 SY sebelum2 ni, banyak famous line yang trending 

Pastu tiba2, 1 malaysia 'demam-silat' hahaha

Which means this film is not a failure but a huge success 👏

Aku malas nak cakap yer pasal tehcnical n colour-grading 

sebab benda tu bagi aku tak jejas expectation aku sangat

KRU punya Magika & kebanyakan filem dari production lain rasanya lagi lawa n smooth 

Aku rasa SY pun tak focus benda2 ni 

Loghat pun dia decide untuk guna loghat biasa, bukan pure loghat Pahang 

Asal orang faham mesej n dialog, sudah

Sempoi betul 

He rather focus on message and character setiap orang

Overall, aku nak lagi cerita2 sejarah2 macam ni lagi banyak dihasilkan

Mat Kilau ni macam 1 permulaan untuk ada banyak lagi filem sejarah terhasil

Pastikan lepas ni ada adi putra n beto lagi ok 😋

Okay tu ja dari aku. 

Thanks baca

Nah photo dumps untuk hangpa 😚

Middle Child

 

Frequently people talk about being the eldest, the second child & the youngest

But rarely I witness people talking about the middle child

Middle child is actually not always an easy path
*Anyway this is not a competition of who carry the heaviest tasks
just to spit the fact about middle child that people rarely highlight about 🤭

People might say that the path is easier since the elder siblings already pave the way for us to pass thru elegantly
Couldn't agree more

But become a middle child always need u to deal with inner conflict
Be it in emotional state or mental state
It is when u need to decide either u want to follow the path
or excell in your own way or choice in life

The common things I've heard either from other people's experience
or in drama is when middle child are treated like an option and comparisons
Either it is for good reason or other way around

Have u watch Reply 1988? I haven't finished it yet but Deok-Suns's heartbreaking scenes have been shared everywhere in my explore Instagram and Twitter

Her character pretty much tell us about the untold story of middle child's inner crisis that is developed by time
that so many people take lightly since the family seems to be uproblematic and the ambience feel warm with love from the parents

In spite of the happy-family image, there's a girl whose heart is piling up with lack of love and attention

It looks silly for a teenager to break into tears like that but it's heartbreaking at the same times


Some middle child always appear the happiest and unbother
but it takes too much courage and maturity to blend into the situation cuz they thought
"it's not that bad actually"

Regardless how much things u evolve around, how many achievements u manage to unlock,
u are just expected to be a spitting image of your elder sister and brother

There's like a ready-to-use template that u need to follow in order to become a decent human being is it?🤔

Not to mention, when u are young, u always need to wear the second-hand outfit that your elder siblings aren't fit any longer hahahaha

As for the latest generation,
the album of photo is all in the smartphone while the elder siblings got full physical printed album of baby's footage 🤣

Sometimes u seems rebellious when u argue the steps taken by the elder members
but the unknown shifting desire within yourself is gonna follow it anyway cuz u think it's easier this way

Nevertheless, not everything about middle child is saddening

Sometimes middle child will always learn from the elder in term surviving and
The elder might also help us escape from repeating the same failure that they had stepped on
It's like u just getting the "do and don't" tips
in advance
Surely they saved u so many times

Regardless which numbers are we in the family, there will always a silver  lining that we oftentimes mislook and might take it for granted so let us  just be grateful cuz at least we have everything
Parents, the elder and the younger

These create a beautiful story of your life getting to experience this middle-child position cuz some people wish to have other sisters or brothers either older or younger than them
These sweet memories will be the best gift to us, middle child 🥰