as i wander lazily thru my twitter
i saw something appealing
that sneaker looks so sharp and dazzy
its grey-pink strike drives me crazy
suddenly the picture saved
along with my 4726 pictures in a 'screencapture' folder
the other day, i found it passed by my timeline again
what's wrong with my eyes
god
why did i need to see it repeatedly
but, this time,
i download that image to get a HD picture of it
so i was thinking
i don't have so many shoes
it comes with reasonable price oso
so
guess what?
i decided
not buying it
although it's tempting,
or
even it's for self-reward
didn't a captivating shoes design flattered my heart even a little?
am i walking away effortlessly without hesitation?
am i pretend not seeing
as it's invisible thru my naked eyes?
no.
i did fight in my inner self
i want it
but
the things is
i always thinking that
saving money for future is wayy more important
my brother once said
that i'm so mingy with my own self
at first i feel faze
but slowly nodded my head
I'm not sure
either living freely in present or
thinking about future saving is more vital here.
Friday, 25 September 2020
BEWILDERED
Saturday, 12 September 2020
IMPRISON
I used to say..
"sorry for posting too much"
"sorry for fill your timeline with my memory"
"sorry that i need to share a lot as i still can't get enough of this"
But then, I realize that..
The moment I started to think about what other people will say about my posting,
I already glued to other people's expectation.
It's like I had trapped in a cage.
I can't do what my heart told me in order to be genuinely happy.
People nowadays seems to let other people see their Pandora Box, I did it too.
Is that wrong? I'll answer it later.
That box having kind of mystery thingy in there that nobody shud see but we sometimes flex it.
Our wise thinking, our view, our things, our personal belonging, our moments, our closest person, our job, our daily routine, our interest, what we eat, what we wear, our life journey.
Everything.
We shared everything.
But then....
I've come to realize that..
We
have
choice
to
post.
So don't apologise for being YOU.
AND
People too,
has
choice
to
unfollow us.
Don't feel guilty either.
they can mute us if they found us disturbing.
there is no need to ensure everyone to 'LIKING' us for the way we are.
So there is no one's wrong here. This is my answer.
It's just the fact that we all have one thing called.....
CHOICE.
You have your choice.
They have theirs.
It's normall when people sort of thinking bout people's perception. There is no exception.
Me myself tied to it too. But most of the time, I choose to untie it and run as far as I could without hesitation.
I stick to a point which I will always freely writing and sharing and
I'm not responsible of what's in other people's mind on that.
.
..
.
I seldom take people's posting too seriously
In fact,
exciting moment photo doesn't mean someone is happy
No one having idea about the real mess churning inside
Deep meaningful quote they shared doesn't reflect their stirred heart either
A friend of mine always share something that is not related to her feelings even an inch
Worth reading article they posted recently
seemed doesn't related to their freaking life AT ALL
They share when they found it's intriguing
Notice someone who looks friendly, cheesy and approachable person in social media?
Yet, they just passive and solemn when you meet them in person
It doesn't mean that someone is in despair, if they write 3 sad lines on their Instagram's stories
It will perish in 24 hours anyway
After all,
People will let public to see what they want public to see
We can't unsee them unless we unfollow them in the first place
We all got right to share our things publicly
And other people will just see it apparently,
believe what they think is right
and just
pass.
So mate,
If there is a something I keen to tell u, I will say...
We live once.
Do whatever you like.
Our heart is beating. We can do everything.
Don't let other people step on your mind and own it.
If you think that your sharing give u immerse joy,
it is the best things to do and
u found your heart at ease by sharing it, then why stop?
Look forward your life in another 10 years .
Will u happy seeing yourself trapped in cage in your past time?
So dont hold it back. Express it!
Wednesday, 12 August 2020
GALAU
Aku mengadu kat seseorang
"aku dah p pantai, taman, tasik tapi still aku still tak boleh buang perasaan sedih dalam hati ni "
then dia cakap 1 ayat yang buat aku menung lama..
" kiter ni pergi la mana pun nak tenangkan diri, tapi selagi kat dalam ni tak settle, tak jadi weh. "
selagi kita tak slow talk dengan Allah, tak bersangka baik dengan Allah, tak luah dekat Allah, kita still tak boleh buang perasaan yang dah bersarang tu.
sedih
frust
murung
tak bersemangat
"rasa nak menangis"
menangis tu normal untuk perempuan sebab memang hati diciptakan rapuh. lebih rapuh dari daun kering yang gugur.
tapi kalau dah setiap hari hang rasa nak nangis tu apa hal?? bibir tu! susah betul nak menguntum senyum macam selalu.
macam mana nak senyum pun. dah memang dalam hati asyik penuh, rasa sesak ja tunggu masa air tumpah saja!
Wednesday, 8 July 2020
6 Tips Body Mist Tahan Lama di Badan
Body mist merupakan salah satu jenis wangian yang ringan dan menyegarkan dan memang khas kan untuk mewangikan dan melembabkan badan
Tapi, hari ni Cik Ann nak share 6 tips ohsemmm untuk kawan2 untuk membuat wangi body mist tahan lama.

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| Haaaa..ni lah contoh Body Mist yang bes. Siap ada witch hazel untuk lembutkan dan lembabkan kulit. Ini packaging lama, refer next gambar untuk packaging baru ❤️ |
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| Kalau tanya Cik Ann, Cik Ann paling suka Felinna Body Mist code Sweet Heart dan Vanilla Passion. Love sangat tauuπ |


