IMPRISON

I used to say..

"sorry for posting too much"

"sorry for fill your timeline with my memory"

"sorry that i need to share a lot as i still can't get enough of this"

But then, I realize that..

The moment I started to think about what other people will say about my posting, 

I already glued to other people's expectation. 

It's like I had trapped in a cage.

I can't do what my heart told me in order to be genuinely happy.

People nowadays seems to let other people see their Pandora Box, I did it too.

Is that wrong? I'll answer it later.

That box having kind of mystery thingy in there that nobody shud see but we sometimes flex it.

Our wise thinking, our view, our things, our personal belonging, our moments, our closest person, our job, our daily routine, our interest, what we eat, what we wear, our life journey.

Everything.

We shared everything.

But then....

I've come to realize that..

We 

have 

choice 

to 

post. 

So don't apologise for being YOU.

AND

People too, 

has 

choice 

to 

unfollow us. 

Don't feel guilty either. 

they can mute us if they found us disturbing.

there is no need to ensure everyone to 'LIKING' us for the way we are.

So there is no one's wrong here. This is my answer.

It's just the fact that we all have one thing called.....

CHOICE.

You have your choice.

They have theirs.

It's normall when people sort of thinking bout people's perception. There is no exception.

Me myself tied to it too. But most of the time, I choose to untie it and run as far as I could without hesitation. 

I stick to a point which I will always freely writing and sharing and 

I'm not responsible of what's in other people's mind on that.

.

..

.

I seldom take people's posting too seriously

In fact, 

exciting moment photo doesn't mean someone is happy

No one having idea about the real mess churning inside

Deep meaningful quote they shared doesn't reflect their stirred heart either

A friend of mine always share something that is not related to her feelings even an inch

Worth reading article they posted recently

seemed doesn't related to their freaking life AT ALL

They share when they found it's intriguing

Notice someone who looks friendly, cheesy and approachable person in social media?

Yet, they just passive and solemn when you meet them in person

It doesn't mean that someone is in despair, if they write 3 sad lines on their Instagram's stories

It will perish in 24 hours anyway

After all,

People will let public to see what they want public to see

We can't unsee them unless we unfollow them in the first place

We all got right to share our things publicly

And other people will just see it apparently, 

believe what they think is right 

and just

pass.

So mate,

If there is a something I keen to tell u, I will say...

We live once.

Do whatever you like.

Our heart is beating. We can do everything.

Don't let other people step on your mind and own it.

If you think that your sharing give u immerse joy,

it is the best things to do and

u found your heart at ease by sharing it, then why stop? 

Look forward your life in another 10 years . 

Will u happy seeing yourself trapped in cage in your past time?

So dont hold it back. Express it!