UNCERTAIN

Her fondness towards anything might cease, pretty easily 

She can now saying about accepting any discontinue right away and no longer feeling sad
as if the endearment fading away in the air
Like it had never exist at the first place


If it has to be "no", she will accept the fate and move on
Don't think she can't do it
She has done it before
It was just

Puff!!

Gone.

It was totally gone 

and no trace left 


Able to say this, make her feel strong
Really strong
Earlier, she once said about 'afraid of losing'
But now, she is capable of saying the opposite

It's super cool.


Longing for something/someone whose presence and status is ambivalent is not healthy
Once your heart attached to them, their affection will occupied your heart even in your freakinn head
But you were uncertain, will things work?

It sometimes make you suffocate in a tiny room of counting down the ticking bomb
It will explode someday
No one knew when it will stop ticking and who pressed the start button 

It's not your fault
It's not her either

It's mere a process
But the thing is, she is uncertain
Whether this is a process of
strengthening
or a process of
collapsing 

It's vague.