Today I woke up in the morning
I was lumbering to the bathroom
I then came out and sat on my bed
Staring blankly at the closet in front of me
Suddenly
I cried my eyes out
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.
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I have a dream last night
In the dream, someone I knew, left me, going to a new place. As the person busying packed her things,
I then cried and don't want her to leave.
When I woke up, suddenly that scene coming to my head like a slideshow
That is why I suddenly cried as someone left me in real life.
It was like, I'm not acting my age. Crying like a 5 years old lost girl. What has gotten on me!
I believe that dream is something complex that need to be discussed in a proper manner of knowledge
I don't want to waste my time thinking about dream I had recently
I read an article that people usually dreaming something that they recently has been thinking about.
Then I coming to the sense that I dreamed about 'someone left me' because that is what I have been
thinking about these days.
That is true that I always have some sort of strange thinking, recently.
I always wondered how if the table turns
How if everything that I have now, disappear
My family, my friends
I always imagine,
I'm going back home but I see nothing but emptiness
No one left, it's me only at home
I strolling lazily in my house and calling out for my mom, dad and my sibling
Staggering to my feet because no one answering me
Imagine if suddenly someone who always checking on me, didn't reply my WhatsApp
My WhatsApp group is stacking down among the conversation list
No one left
My friends all gone from my sight
How scary is that
Even thinking about that make me agitated
I then realized that, that is the biggest scary moment in my life
But at the same time, I afraid of being scared
Because Allah will test us with what we scared the most
I'm totally vague. What I suppose to do
Sometime I afraid of getting something/someone new that will left me sentimental & intense feeling
I don't know if I'm too worried about the future. Am I?
I have no idea.
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